Under every city light and the shining as we fade into the night

@jen16saysrawr
 

the next few weeks were a complete and utter blur of just finishing up with school and figuring out what their next plans were. but summer was approaching thats what was important. everyone thought because cass and noah were now graduating college that they were now grown ups. they just laughed in their faces. cass and noah had to figure out their next step. but they were still those to misunderstood kids they had always been.
 
finally graduation day. they were currently at the ceremony held at the college. cass held noahs hand as they sat with their graduating class. charlie, jess, carly and sam were their along with the twins, john and ella and gabby. jess and charlie were going to throw this big graduation party afterwards on the beach to celebrate. cass kissed noahs cheek, "we finally got through college"

i have school anxiety and i'm seriously stressed, i cannot sleep.
woke every two hours last night.
 
i hate sleeping at my grandmas, it makes me depressed because theres nothing else to do then stare at a white blank wall.
 
its also sunday which means its monday 1 tomorrow
and how i dread the other four mondays that come next. i count my days in monday cause every day is the same
 
also this is making me sad, saying i spam. when i dont even eat the the damn cat food
 
half of this is pointless but right now im miserable for no reason but if you were me it would make sense.
 
i've just had the worst couple of days and i feel like this next week is going to get worst. i apologise for any future being rude to you or posting more depressing sets but not my day.
 
i hope my mum says i can stay home because i dont think im emotionally and physically ready to face school, i need time in a dark corner to just think and being around myself.
 
lol i need to sleep for at least a day to feel better but nope my brain thinks not
 
i honestly feel like crying so bad.

@jen16saysrawr
 
Happy birthday for today (for me)
and Tomorrow (for you) you officially get two birthdays <3
the advantage of living halfway around the world
did you know i can predict the future? because i live in it ;)
well i predict you are going to have an amazing birthday today and tomorrow and i trully hope you do and that no rachett ruins it for you. because i will seriously go over there go over there and tie them to a tree.
ohhhh kaayyy so i hope you get the present you really reallly reallly want for your brithday and if its that Polaroid camera, ENJOY IT
another did you know?
that i like to stalk instagrams and yours is one of my top 10s
YOUR PICTURES ARE AMAZING AS HELL. and they arent those stupid gross ones that make me want to delete my instagram either. ITS JUST GENERALLY AMAZING. i often ask how you do it.
ANother thing
I THINK YOU'RE AMAZING TOO, YOU KNOW WHY?
JUST ASK EVERYONE OF YOUR FRIENDS.
i also think you're intriguing because so much things happen in your day and mine are really really really boring. :) that why i never really talk about myself or my day.
OUR RPS, 8 fuucking months <3 HOLY CRAP usually they dont last threeeeeeee days
i feel we should have like a personal one runnning also. you could be dating nathan sykes and i could be with logan lerman or something.
ALSO WHEN I COME TO USA im going to kidnap Nathan AND TAKE 5SOS with me AND then WERE ALL GOING TO PARTY TOGETHER AND YOU're going to get that nathan sykes kiss. ;) <3
so i trully hope this letter doesnt suck.
and you have a good birthday
and just know you're amazing and every nice thing to there is to say about someone. AND YOUR PERFECT AND ALSO REALLY CUTE, hahaha, i must be a giant compared to you (thats endearing right?) OMFG. MUST STOP BABBLING oh shiit awkwardness is showing so i better conclude this
HAVE A WONDERFUL BIRTHDAY
i love you <3
peace love and all that stuff
 

ps this was a fun set to make, i willlll probably make you another set for tomorrowwwww AND ILL STAY UP TILL 12 or something to wish your happy birthdaayyyy

@jen16saysrawr
 
a few weeks later...
 
cassidee had been staying at a rented loft which was covered in her paintings. it had been all about her art the last few weeks. just focusing on it and working with people that worked in the gallery to open an exhibition. she hadn't contacted noah within the two weeks at all but kept tabs on him through jayden. just to make sure he was okay.
 
start with how noah had been the last few weeks and then we will get to the plan.

pick you up if you fall to pieces
let me be the one to save you
 

felt the need to make a set for my boys
cause last night went through all my sets
and learnt i was majorly embarrassing
noticing alot more 5SOS only here lately, feeling proud of them.